My trip came and went and I never wrote anything about it. I would like to say it was a success cause that’s how it felt. But when certain things went amazingly well others turned out a bit on the darker side.
I know I hurt her and there is no excuse. There are just certain things that you don’t do. I always judge girls when they use “I was drunk” as an excuse. But now I’m just like them.
My love for him blinds me! It hypnotizes me! It makes me blind to anything that is not him. Yes that is my excuse, he is my excuse. I’m in love and I’m not denying it and when possible I’m going to spend all the time I can with him because he makes me happy. Because when I’m with him I feel like I shine and nothing beats that feeling.
I wish that feeling followed me even when he wasn’t here with me…
11.18.2008
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