Songs Of Recent...

On heavy rotation...

Promise Me - Courtney Saunders
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Leif Erikson - Interpol
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Specialist - Interpol (I miss that Carlos D.)
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Help I'm Alive! - Metric
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Endlessly - Muse
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To The Sky - The Cure
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Sunlight Makes Me Paranoid - Elefant
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Mother's Ruin - Simon Wilcox
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La Ciudad De La Furia - Soda Stereo
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Via Lactea - Zoe
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Daniel - Tori Amos
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Transatlanticism - Death Cab For Cutie
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You came back last night...

Who would have thought that after so many years I would be so calm without you around. I'm happy to say that I'm okay and that I'm glad I finally let you go. All I ask is that you stop haunting my sleep.

As the intro to Home & Dry played in the background I couldnt help but be filled with nostalgia over what we "were." I gave you a lot of me and didnt get much back but all that is beginning to fill back up again.

I do hope that wherever you are, you are safe and well...

I now have to learn how to deal with this new person, lord knows that I make lots of bad choices. I hope this new person is not a bad choice, I want this person to be the right one...

Why...

Why is it so difficult to let go of something you never had?

I hate that I seem to not have control over my feelings.
I hate that I cant just walk away from him.
I hate that he seems to have become an obsession.
But above all I hate that I can't see him like I did before when I felt nothing for him.